＊Still Reaching for You🎙️オリジナル曲＊

I told myself a thousand times That I should let you go But every road I take somehow Leads back to what I know In the city lights at night I see your shadow everywhere And every time it’s not you there I stop and catch the air I thought the passing days Would slowly set me free But every silent moment only Pulls you back to me Why do I keep reaching for you? When I know you’re far away I’ve cried enough to know the truth But my heart still wants to stay If I could forget, I would by now But the harder that I try The closer you seem in my mind Like a star I can’t deny The seasons change around me The world keeps moving on But every word you left behind Still echoes like a song I never knew that loving someone Could hurt this beautifully A bittersweet and endless dream That lives inside of me Even when I know You’ll never hold my hand again My heart keeps running toward you Again and again Why do I keep reaching for you? When I know you’re not mine I say I’m fine, I fake a smile But I’m breaking deep inside If I could let go, I would somehow But your memory won’t fade So I keep dancing with your ghost In the silence that remains Maybe one day I’ll be strong enough To watch your shadow disappear But tonight you’re still the melody I wish that I could hear Why do I keep reaching for you? Even knowing it’s goodbye Maybe love was never meant to stay Maybe love was meant to fly And until this feeling leaves my soul I’ll carry you like moonlight through the dark A beautiful ache, a tender scar Forever written on my heart The night wind whispers softly Your name into the sky And somewhere deep inside of me I’m still reaching for you. もう忘れようって何度も決めたのに気づけばまた君の名前を心が探してる街の灯りの中似た背中を見つけては違うとわかるたびに少しだけ立ち止まる会えない時間が答えをくれるはずだっただけど想いは静かに今日も育ってしまうどうしてこんなに求めてしまうんだろうもう十分傷ついたはずなのに「大丈夫」って笑うたびに胸の奥が泣いている届かないなら忘れたいのに忘れようとするほど近くなる君のいない未来よりも君を想う今を選んでしまう季節は変わって景色も流れていくのにあの日の言葉だけが今も色褪せない誰かを好きになるそんな単純なことさえこんなにも切ないと知らずにいたんだ手を伸ばしたって届かない距離だとしても心だけは勝手に君へ向かってしまうどうしてこんなに求めてしまうんだろう叶わないと知っているのに「もういいよ」と言えたならこんな夜は来ないのに会いたい気持ち隠しながら平気なふりだけ上手くなる君のいない未来よりも君を想う今を抱きしめてるどうしてこんなに愛してしまったんだろう出会わなければ楽だったかなそれでも君を知れたこと後悔だけはしたくないいつかこの想いが消える日まで胸のどこかで灯り続ける切なささえ愛しながら今日も君を探している夜風に名前を溶かしても心だけはまだ君を求めている――。